Einige tolle nobody is perfect Bilder:
Been doing fine since you’ve been gone
Bild von Kalense Kid
Heartsick. Heartsore. It’s not easy to remember what those words really mean when you are happy. It’s hard to remember the physically painful emotional state of grief – difficult to feel again what it is to be full of sorrow and painfully despondent, drained of hope and overwhelmed by loss of love. And suddenly these words are hanging like a burning tyre around my neck.
The end of love trails with it crushing disappointment, sudden surprise that so many doors will forever remain unopened. Dragging depression around like a suit of armour, I look out of the slit in the helm to see what? – so little that seems worth doing without her, or the prospect of discussing it with her afterwards.
Even the things that I had planned to do alone suddenly lose their savour and their point without her as the steady, dependable presence in my life. Nothing to live for, nothing to prove.
Yes, it will pass. All this will pass.
Until it does, it’s a monster gnawing inside my chest, eating out a gaping hole where my heart was, a physical nauseating pain.
Talking to a friend might ease the pain for a moment, and that moment won would be one moment closer to the day when the pain is no longer a constant reminder of what plans will never come to fruition, what happy memories are no longer part of a lost contentment with each other’s company. But I have no friends here to whom I can turn.
Loneliness. It’s a shameful state. Nobody wants you to admit to that tsunami of sadness that floods over you when you’re abandoned. Abandonment is for the worthless, loneliness is for losers; forsaken by your lover, you must put on a brave face, and not thrash about as you drown.
It will pass. All this will pass.
Then too you cannot spend an hour alone;
No company’s more hateful than your own;
You dodge and give yourself the slip; you seek
In bed or in your cups from care to sneak:
In vain: the black dog follows you, and hangs
Close on your flying skirts with hungry fangs.
- Horace Satire VIII. Jamdudum ausculto.
Blue Sky Growing a Tree Branch in the Garden of Success
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Small branch of a growing tree against deep blue sky. This picture is a good symbol for growth, success, natural beauty, stability, hope and a better future.
This picture was created by my valuable friend epSos.de and can be used for free, if you link epSos.de as the original author of the image.
This photo was created on a warm morning, in the spring, just before the buds of this cherry tree were about to bloom. So that this picture stands for a new beginning and renewal. So that this picture symbolizes the end of winter.
The light in this photo has special properties. This kind of light only reaches the earth when it is spring.
This picture also represents freedom, fertility, strength and vitality of a healthy environment with rich biodiversity. Just like in a healthy forest or a healthy field of an organic farmer.
The idylic composition of this photo is a result of perfect weather conditions that made this picture possible. There was almost no wind on the day as this photo was created and the few wind that was there was so warm, calm and soft that it nearly forced to feel happy.
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Vermilion Lakes Dock Side
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The Vermilion lakes just outside of Banff town are pretty stagnant in late July which makes perfect breeding ground for mosquitoes. We were not able to chill on this dock for long because of the swarms of mosquitoes. However, it would be a great place to relax in the fall once the mossies are gone.
Lens: Tokina 12-24mm f/4 lens with a Nikon Polarizing Filter
Other Photo Gear Used: Sirui T-2005X Tripod with K-10x Tripod Head
Photo Processing Software used: Adobe Lightroom; Adobe Photoshop; Nik Color Efex Pro; Topaz Adjust;
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